Shine and hope!

Shine and hopes call reasons unleashed
Unbound memories remind the glitter on the windshield.
It gets darker and I look out of the glass
A bright star slowly falls into the darkness and I panic
I see my reflection fading from the mirror
And the shadows breaking down into pixels!

Closing my eyes,I try to see through the time!And I search for a picture unseen!
Current of wind waves starts blowing effortlessly,
And I feel that! Touching the void,approaching me slowly
It whispers in my ears,"Did you know,the star will rise again?!"
But I continue wandering in the vicious circle
Until the loop leads me back to the mirror!
Holding my breath I move closer! Only to look at the image!
As I look through, the shine and the hope gets brighter and stays
Ah! That makes me smile,I say "If it wasn't just the sunset then why is that my smile doesn't fade?" :-)


Tangent

: (

I'm sad even when I'm used to that one particular fact which is breaking me from inside. Wish my tears could stop flowing. Trying to gather all those pieces and move on but am just stuck .

DONT LET GO!! I feel Goood Whenever I listen to this!

Conquer, Live..

It's when you closed eyes,tendrils fell silent
Charcoal under Mahagony, questioned your being
Now you're here , standing still , thirsting for absolution
And you fail to live upto life or destiny.
Wind that left no impression,
Depth of heart's content, found end in dark;
Twist and the split in decaying thoughts
Dried out granules of soul's identity.
There are burns of past,  clear yet faintly false
Grotesque,coded, diminished leftovers of shine on the wall;
They're scars of dreaded days, clottings in wounds;
How shallow is your faith ?
You try to trace your footprints back,only to hear the echoing laughter aloud  
It's the realisation, it's an end to race, you think hatred meaningless
You chuckle then fade away!

That's some art now!

um..

um..

WOO!! TATTOO!

Lonely..without you

Walking down this road, I'm thinking of you
Where we held hands and spoke our hearts out
Time heals and gives the best I heard,
But I'm not finding peace without you..
Was I demanding , when I said don't go..
All I know I love you



Now I wonder where you are,
Aches in my heart tell it's hard for you too..
Wish it was just a lie ,and you never had to go
Am waiting for the day, you said u'll come back
Never give up baby,
There's a heaven too!



Ouch..that hurts now lol..I was watching So close,So far vid by Hoobastank and am feeling just lonely. Not sleepy at 4:35 AM  :-\
Somebody give me a hug :-\
Oh man Imaginary Far aways hurt too : |


Tangent

Spiral..It had a beginning though!

Didn't I know, it was true..? Was it true at all?

I walked past my shadow..reached the edge ..

Edge of my life,past all boundaries ..

Days passed and I stood there waiting

Stared through fog of ruthless happenings

Waited for the dusk, counting tides in my mind

Got drowned in insanity..it felt fine..
Healing of wounds never happened then

Fell through never ending tunnel,Hoping to shed my shadow..

Didn't I leave my shadow behind? Oh..Wasn't that I myself?!

Didn't I know,it was true? was it true at all?

Lol ..wow..it came out pretty dark..Listening to Harvest by Opeth..Nah I'm not feeling down !! just tried in this genre..:-) took 2 n 1/2 minutes to write this depressing $#!*..Aw man I hate this.

Tangent

Embracing a song, a dream..

ನನ್ನ  ಬಾಳಿನ   ನಿರೀಕ್ಷೆಗಳ  ಹಾದಿಯಲಿ
ನಿನ್ನ  ಚಿತ್ರವ  ಕಣ್ಣಲಿ  ತುಂಬಿ

ಕ್ಷಣ  ಮೌನದೊಳು  ನಿನ್ನ  ಹುಡುಕುತಿರುವೆ .

ಮಾತು ,ಬೇಗೆ ,ಕಂಬನಿ 

ಹೃದಯ  ಬರಿದು ,ನೋಟ  ಶೂನ್ಯ

ಅರಿಯದೆ  ನಾ  ನಿನ್ನ  ಮನಸು

ತಿಳಿಯದಾದೆ  ನನ್ನನೆ  ..

ಮರಳಿ  ಮನದಾಳದಿಂದ  ನೋಡುತಿರುವೆ ,

ಹೂವು ,ಬಣ್ಣ ,ಬಿಳಿಯ  ಮೋಡ .

ಭ್ರಮೆ   ಇದಲ್ಲ ,ಕನಸ  ಕನವರಿಕೆಯಲ್ಲ ,

ನಿಜ  ಹಾಡು ,ಬೆಳಗಿನ  ತಂಪು .

ತಿಳಿಯಾಯಿತು  ಅಸ್ಪಷ್ಟ  ದೃಶ್ಯ ,ಇಂಪೆನಿಸಿತು ನಾದ
 ನಗುವಿನ  ಆಪ್ತತೆ, ಸಮೀಪತೆಯ  ಹ್ರದಯತಪ್ತತೆ

ಶುಭ್ರ    ಆಗಸ ,ಪುಟಕ್ಕಿಟ್ಟ  ಚಿನ್ನ

ನೀನು  ಬಂದೆ  ನನ್ನ  ಬದುಕಲ್ಲಿ

Tangent!

Random clix : |

Happy Birthday Pri!

And hey my sweet,lovely sister's Birthday today..!!
Love ya sis..Happy Birthday..:-)

*waves Helloo!!!

Been long I logged in here..To update what? There's whole lot that's happening!Yeah? I know am talking to myself :-P but this is something I want to keep as a diary and gonna give the link to my grandchildren ( *gives a hopeless grin)
.. so I must write here that, I've stopped whining : | err.. yeah, I mean the way I was doing in posts in the past.. Reason..well..that's a treasured secret : D..Vortex knows though.. well, she's hell lotta busy with her work so not even showing up in ma blog. Right now we're not able to live the promise of keeping our blogs alive for years to come to share lil  things :-( Let's see..
To be Continued..

Love ~peace ~ Metal! (!)


Tangent!

Sh-t Happens ! :-|

So I finally got the break I was craving for months..! A totally unplanned trip to Mangalore in train with my aunt...Bad timings, Couldn't confirm the seats and were put in different coaches.I waited in the compartment for TC to come and check my ticket, he didn't turn up for 3 hours. So I left just to have  a li'l talk with aunt .

And when I finally met the TC he yelled at  me for 5 continuous minutes in a high tone for I was not present when he came to check tickets..my bad.. I told my reason for he calmed down a li'l later and declared-" young lady this should be a lesson to you" and grinned.I murmered in dark-" Yes officer, sh*t happens!"  - smiled back..:-|

 I woke up quite early in the morning and witnessed amazing nature while sipping hot chai..I had spent whole night listening to muzic collection in my cellphone itself, so charge drained off and cell got off..Sad that was and I didn't want to miss any of those moments. Then what, I stole aunt's phone's battery cough..:| Ah..So pix you are viewing in this post were clicked on that morning..:-| Well that was what I was trying to say in this post : D
P.S :- I returned the battery : |